Friday, July 16, 2010

dear you know who,

i miss you so much. i still cry sometimes. i still feel that lump in the back of my throat i felt on the phone with you that terrible morning. i don't think you'll ever know how much i cared about you. how happy you made me. how wonderful those entire days we spent together were for me. i'd give anything to go back and live through just one of them again. just one. but i will never tell you this because you made your decision a month ago. and don't think if you come a'crawling back in the fall i'll be there with open arms. believe me, i want to be. i still love you and you know that. but you don't deserve something that simple. i don't want you to think it's okay to be so fickle.

sincerely (but honestly, cautious love),
laura

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