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well saturday is my birthday
i'll spend it in va helping my mom choose flower arrangements for the funeral...

yeah, it happened. my grandmother passed on tuesday afternoon peacefully in her sleep. it was expected she would go soon but it still took me by surprise. i always knew her to be a fighter. i've gone to school the past 2 days because my parents didn't want me to stay at home and get all mopey. i've just tried every possible way to not make myself look like an emotional mess. i'm very good at holding everything in and not showing that i'm upset about something. i've told people, though, and every time i mention it i guess it gets a hard to keep it together.

i'll be back on sunday evening.